Self-harm

"Cutting my wrists during manic episodes made me feel like a teen girl. Men have like been shot while I was giving myself tiny cuts with a dull scissor. Really hurt my self esteem. Have begun resorting to extreme anger and projection and have felt a lot better about myself."

"it's identical to every experience I've had of talking to girls who cut or starve themselves and get addicted to the attention that comes with it"