Joy Division's final album that the narrator first listened to during his lowest point in college, but only truly appreciated years later when facing adult emptiness.
"But during my senior year of college, I hit my all time low. After failing all my classes last semester, I knew I was going to fail them all again and be kicked out of school, only a few credits short of graduation. Too ashamed to tell my parents, I stayed in my apartment for days on end, completely"